Today I went back to my High school as I decided to do my University graduation Research on its Students, but what I discovered there was unexpected.
I still remember 5 years back in time when I was 16th Years use to be a totally different Person, a teenager who didn't know what is life but dreaming of living it, what she is doing and what is waiting her in the future. Despite A person with a very big dreams, full of passion and want to do and achieve many things in life, but may be don't know how or when she will have the chance.
On the other Hand I still remember how joyful, naive, Playful, cheerful, ridiculous, nosy and dramatic person I use to be and got to be punished every when and then, at that time our school instructors used to call me Al-Omdah "the person whom where every single problem used to happens they refer to me to see if I was the person Behind it or not"
The moment I stepped in I felt as if my body freezes, my tears comes out of no where at the moment I recalled all the memories as if they are happening right now, all these years have just past like flash film infront of my eyes, passing through the school field yard I saw the old me, running here and there dramatically till I saw HIM "my Godfather", my school Manager, his hair looks a more grayish than used to be, he got alittle bit older but after all he looked the same father I knew years back, my heart beats was so fast, immediately I ran toward him jumped and hugged him and cried even more.
Then we had a warm conversations asking about what happens to me in those years and the first thing he asked me was if I had the chance to achieve at least one of my dreams that I had 5 years back, and my answers was unsurprising for him, after he told me that He knew that am able to do what I want , he knew that I will grow up the strong person that I am today he knew the best of me and baddest of me, he knew me like a daughter and when I looked in his eyes, its was so shiny and bright like a proud Father, then he asked me to look out of his office window, when he used to watch us growing up every day.
Through that window I discovered that I have changed a lot, to became a completely different person than the one I used to be.
Today am 22 years, I can say life have put me into many situations, hard times, Many decisions has to be taken, met so many people, lost and gained friendships, build a stronger relations with my family, being into Med-School, the biggest Decision of working while studying to save money for traveling, the decision of being within the IFMSA "International Federation of Medical Student Association'' Family, the Ups and Dawns I had, the decisions of rises up after a darken cloud, the Decision of setting up a life time goals, among all my biggest believe on my self that I can achieve any thing I want and realizing that life has so much to offer us if we opened our eyes widely and start to walk with a brave heart and so many to say.........
After that visit I felt the massive changes happened into my life and am so grateful for the person who I am today, for the Family that I have to support me, for the Friends and all people that I met and will meet in life, for the time that I still have to still achieve so many of the dreams that I have drown.
and most for the Decision to Continue being Around My Globe !!
I still remember 5 years back in time when I was 16th Years use to be a totally different Person, a teenager who didn't know what is life but dreaming of living it, what she is doing and what is waiting her in the future. Despite A person with a very big dreams, full of passion and want to do and achieve many things in life, but may be don't know how or when she will have the chance.
On the other Hand I still remember how joyful, naive, Playful, cheerful, ridiculous, nosy and dramatic person I use to be and got to be punished every when and then, at that time our school instructors used to call me Al-Omdah "the person whom where every single problem used to happens they refer to me to see if I was the person Behind it or not"
The moment I stepped in I felt as if my body freezes, my tears comes out of no where at the moment I recalled all the memories as if they are happening right now, all these years have just past like flash film infront of my eyes, passing through the school field yard I saw the old me, running here and there dramatically till I saw HIM "my Godfather", my school Manager, his hair looks a more grayish than used to be, he got alittle bit older but after all he looked the same father I knew years back, my heart beats was so fast, immediately I ran toward him jumped and hugged him and cried even more.
Then we had a warm conversations asking about what happens to me in those years and the first thing he asked me was if I had the chance to achieve at least one of my dreams that I had 5 years back, and my answers was unsurprising for him, after he told me that He knew that am able to do what I want , he knew that I will grow up the strong person that I am today he knew the best of me and baddest of me, he knew me like a daughter and when I looked in his eyes, its was so shiny and bright like a proud Father, then he asked me to look out of his office window, when he used to watch us growing up every day.
Through that window I discovered that I have changed a lot, to became a completely different person than the one I used to be.
Today am 22 years, I can say life have put me into many situations, hard times, Many decisions has to be taken, met so many people, lost and gained friendships, build a stronger relations with my family, being into Med-School, the biggest Decision of working while studying to save money for traveling, the decision of being within the IFMSA "International Federation of Medical Student Association'' Family, the Ups and Dawns I had, the decisions of rises up after a darken cloud, the Decision of setting up a life time goals, among all my biggest believe on my self that I can achieve any thing I want and realizing that life has so much to offer us if we opened our eyes widely and start to walk with a brave heart and so many to say.........
After that visit I felt the massive changes happened into my life and am so grateful for the person who I am today, for the Family that I have to support me, for the Friends and all people that I met and will meet in life, for the time that I still have to still achieve so many of the dreams that I have drown.
and most for the Decision to Continue being Around My Globe !!
